Perhaps the biggest disappointment of the year, its that i cannot predict outcomes. Maybe some people will understand what i mean. Its hard to explain though.
SO far in 2010, frankly speaking i am always trying hard to tell myself, happy 2010, happy 2010. The fact that i know it will never be happy till something drastic happens. Perhaps my family's problems weights 2 heavy on me, that i cannot breath? I mean its been a very long time, i was only 8 when everything happens, and i am going to be 21 this year and guess what, nothing seems to change.
Perhaps travelling is a short-term escape for me though, that i really really enjoy. Yeap so nowadays i am really looking forward to what places i can go after my poly, if possible also can go with my class mates which i am sure, at least we can have some fun together.
Another problem will be going down training 2 morrow again, hmmm some how it just does not seems as carefree as usual for me, but i think i got a target now. at least a bronze in a national competition, something that i had never achieve for like forever. Thanks to a certain somebody for showing me what is determination, and yeap i believe that i will strive to achieve this. First start by studying hard at least, then train hard. Time to redo all the basics in fencing.
I really wonder what is the definition of being evil, or rather what is the definition of good? I always felt that human should nvr stay in the grey sector, but somehow or rather everyone seems to be in there, because people cannot be totally good nor bad. So this is how complicated life is, since people are all in the grey sector, well i just have to be in a darker grey sector then.
Quote of the day(when life gives you lemons, take the lemon and eat it down, so that you can learn and endure) no more lemonades people, just sore and sour, thats learning by the hard way. :)
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My Name Edwin Hobby is FencingSoccerSportsComputer Games
Birthday on 22 july Once studied in JTPS TSS and now in NP .
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